Aaron and I met up with an old friend of mine from high school tonight and we had a couple of glasses of wine. After returning to Denise's room, I was putting back her flowers and knocked of her angel which I can't help to feel the symbolism. I am so so sorry for any reprocusions this may have caused. I love Denise and all of her family and only want to do the best....tonight was just too easy an escape from reality, but all too selfish nontheless. I promise to be better and do better, if only I could be so strong..........