All that work and THIS is what I get

SOOOOOO, NOT a good day. Today was the last day of bootcamp. So I had the lady do my measurements and stuff again to see my "progress". I figured I hadn't really lost that much weight these last few weeks, only about 3-4 pounds, but surely my shape was changing and I was just gaining muscle right??? Well, NO. The only measurement that went down was my hips, which makes sense since that was probably just my bones closing back in from expanding for the birth. But EVERY other single freaking measurement went UP. Yep, so I'm not lying, my stomach, thighs, arms and body fat all increased. I was so pissed and just wanted to break down crying right then and there. I tried to work out, but just wasn't mentally in the game this morning. I mean, apparently it isn't doing any good so why in the hell did I bust my A$$, and the past two weeks have also been going to the gym an additional two days a week for cardio, all for nothing. I should have just stayed in bed and been a lazy A$$. Right now I wish that I didn't have to worry about the kids and could just go to the bar, which is a slight problem considering it is only 8 in the morning. I'm just so frustrated. People at work are dropping pounds, people go to the bathroom a little extra and 15 pounds falls off.....why the hell can't I catch a freakin break. I don't know anyone who has this much issue. I just want to say screw it all and go back to eating whatever I want and not working out at all, maybe THEN it would come off.
I guess I'm not the only one gaining weight, I weighed Austin yesterday and he is up to a whopping 15 pounds, that is up more than a pound and a half in about 2 weeks!!! At least I've accomplished something lately. Guess my milk is just high fat since I have so much extra hanging around.